NEW YEAR 2015

Welcome world. Welcome life, new life ahead is waiting.. create your own memories here. Anything. Everything. Love until the end. Care for each other. Muahhhxxxx. coz we found love right where we are.

Small wonders of my heart

Ermmm.. what should i say here. What circumstances that I have to take and I have to face? What if and what should and when to begin and and and...brrrghhh.. not sighing but my words is became hanging there. full stop..... Yes. This is what i have chosen and actually dream for. Grateful. Thankful. Blessed. Excited all comes around and lingering in my own crazy mind! 

Alhamdulillah, that is what i can say and keep it always in my heart. Always to be thankful to my creator. Allah. Thank you for rewarding me this opportunity in my life so that I can always be in my own strength, my own will to live this life as it to be. I know it will be sadness episode for my life, happy episode for my life too and a lot of courages that i have to take with me. Right in the difficult I must have my own joys, my happiness, my dreams and what i know for sure is to be blossom into more. To be more splendid, to be more extraordinary and to use every moment to fill my self up. Yes my self Ayu Zahrina, I believe that tomorrow will be better when we can bear a hardship today. 

~Trust in your truth. It will be the best decision you ever make. ~ 

                                                                                         Ayu Zahrina :-)

MEDAN, INDONESIA WE HAVE LANDED!

Family Trip to Oversea.. yeahh.. still consider oversea even tho in Indonesia :P

30-31 October sampai 1Nov 2014

This is our first time ever to fly to Indonesia, in Medan. With Dina and Tirah also on board. Yeahh, admit jgk sblm decide nak pergi ni should I bring them too?? Of course kna kira budget but I know my encik abang will support through the journey.. with my support only a few ribu rupiah kot. Well, we can't live with them.. my two girls,. So jadi la kami berbondong2 ke Medan menaiki Air Asia.. we hoooo... dalam hati perghhh.. why Dina is so hyper during this trip??? Mama penat oih!

Tirah yg manis...

senyummm lah kan!

peaze ke tu dina?

Guided by encik Ari yang telah di arrange kt M'sia lagi.. we would say his service is so so.. not too good not too bad. But overall are Okay. Sesampai tu dah gelap walaupun baru pkl 6 ptg.. singgah ke kedai membeli simkad, pegi cari makan di foodcourt and lastly check in Aryadutta Hotel! yang sgt class n high standard. Heh.. Standard la utk "org kaya' Msia ni hehehehahahha... malam tu tak buat apa2, just santai atas katil layan tv and ZZZZZZZzzz..


Next day, trip to Berastagi yg sangat challenging but sangat teruja dgn view yg so wonderful, beautiful and speechless.. I was so blessed by the view, by the nature.. Hemm.. wanna come again.. x puas sbb stgh jam je menikmati pemandangan kt situ. Sebab, perut sangat lapar masa tu. We then makan tghhari pada pukul 3 di satu kedai tepi jalan je.. tak memilih sangat jadi makanlah apa yg disediakan..

Wonderful view from here..

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Luasnya tasik Toba ni..

Air Terjun Piso Piso

Perjalanan balik semula ke Bandar Medan tak lah rasa terlalu lama. Sehala pn dah 3 jam.. dengan keadaan jalan berbengkang bengkok dan lori dan kereta bersimpang siur.. Errkkk memang membosankan tapi mata tak la jemu memandang di luar tingkap.. Tiba dengan jayanya di hotel pukul 7 mlm,, terus makan malam kt bawah shopping Mall yang dikenali sebagai Matahari. Lepas makan, kami dengan selamba bersantai2 di pool hotel sambil melayan gelagat Dina yang kepinging sangat nk terjun dlm kolam hehehe..  

penulis bersama suaminya haeheh (abg jgn marah k)

budak2 kami ngeee...

My First Ever Songket :P

X tau la nk ckp ni Puteri Hang Li Po ke?

Wahhhhh cantik2

Best shot menjeling si Dina

Hari terakhir di Medan..dihabiskan dengan kegiatan membeli brownies, buah tangan dan melawat Istana Maimoon. Kat sini lah kalau rasa2 nak jadi Raja Permaisuri ini lah tempatnya.. sebab menyewa baju songket tak lah semahal di Malaysia yer.. Hanya RM3 saja yer.. jadi yang pakainye budak2 berdua tu je la.. Mama nya tak payah la nak over sngat yer hahah.. Seronok je bdk2 dua orang ni pose manja hew hew hew.. Dah puas berselfie di Istana tu, maka perjalanan diteruskan untuk ke Airport Kuala Namu balik ke Kuala Lumpur flight pukul 630 ptg. 

Medan,.. dalam kenangan :-) 

Okay, bertemu lagi nanti... 

Motivational For Me, For Us : Adapted from The Charged Life By Brendon

Chapter One.

HOW TO BE MORE HAPPY

Ok. This is Brendon Burhard. Not my boyfriend hah. :-)

I’m always amazed by all these people who say that they’re unhappy in their lives, and they act as if happiness is this big mysterious force that is difficult to figure out.

Happiness is one of the most studied areas of human endeavor in the history of the world. When you look at psychology and philosophy, this is all they’ve been talking about for literally centuries.

So we figured out the basics of happiness, but it’s just that sometimes common sense isn’t common practice, so people struggle for no reason.

Look at what we know about happiness.

We know happiness comes from an orientation towards the world in which we look at the past, the present, and the future in specific ways.

We often tend to look at the past with gratitude and fond recollection, even if there were struggles, challenges, suffering, and turmoil.

We find our places in the past, and we feel a sense of acceptance about the past. It happened. It’s good.

All things were as they were and today they are as they shall be.

It’s being okay with whatever the past is — finding a peace, acceptance and gratitude there allows us to be a little freer in the present.

And being in the present makes us happy. Being engaged in whatever we are really doing. Really engaged in it — mentally engaged in what we’re doing each day; where we’re challenging ourselves just a little bit; where we’re finding something we’re passionate about and interested in;  challenging ourselves to bring our full conscious presence to the moment; to develop awareness.

Almost all spiritual texts, teachers, and trainers are always trying to help people become more present in the moment, more accepting of the world as it is but here — the power of now stuff.

It’s like get here. Be engaged and be present with the moment.

Then with the future, it’s all about anticipating with excitement what’s to come in the future, even if the future is scary, even if you know there’s still going to be a hardship )because there will be), even if you know there’s going to be struggle, there will be tomorrow.

Finding your marks. What are you excited about for tomorrow? If you can’t find anything to be excited about tomorrow, that has nothing to do with the reality of tomorrow; it has to do with your mindset.

You’ve poisoned yourself in pools of pessimism for so long that you drowned yourself of hope, that you’ve forgotten that there is magic to life, that there is something tomorrow.

You can find something.

Even if tomorrow you’re just going to say, “You know what, tomorrow I’m going to feel better, just because I’m going to decide to be.” Be excited about that.

"Tomorrow I’m going to go do something nice for somebody. Tomorrow I’m going to get focused on this one project I’ve been waiting to do. Tomorrow I’m going to make the damn bed."

Whatever it is, find something to be excited about for tomorrow.

That’s the basics of everything we know about your emotional world and your mental world of happiness. So simple: Be accepting and at peace with the past. Be present and engaged here in the present. Be excited. Anticipate something for the future.

We’ve also learned what it takes to be happy and healthy physically.

You don’t need this one, because again this is common sense not being applied to common practice.

What’s it take to be happy and emotionally and physically healthy?

Physically, health is easy. It’s… 

·      Sleep your eight hours 

·      Drink more water 

·   Make sure you take breaks throughout the day to break your concentration, to stand up and not sit hunched over all day

·      Workout 2-4 times a week

·      Get outside and move around a little bit

·      Eat more greens

·    Avoid sugars and caffeine’s; avoid the things that make you up and then crash you down; avoid the white starchy things

·      Avoid the food groups you find you’re allergic to

We all know this, but what’s so easy?

Common sense isn’t common practice, if we’re hungry pizza!

Happiness and being physically happy is very simple and easy, you’re just not doing it consistent enough if you don’t feel physically enlivened and vibrant.

3. Another thing that people often struggle with in their happiness is their relationships.

I’m like really, people are struggling that bad?

I’m not saying relationships aren’t hard, but are you applying the common sense and common things that we know from years and years and years of relationship advice?

·      Are you present with your loved one? 

·      Are you appreciative and adoring of them? 

·      Are you giving them the benefit of the doubt? 

·  Are you realizing that it’s you in the relationship with them, fully interdependent?

They aren’t causing the problem separate of you; the two of you are in a dance together in which you have to honor and respect each other.

You have to make life fun for each other.

If your marriage is stale, it’s not because the marriage is stale; it’s because you and the other person allowed each other to go stale.

You have to fire each other up again.

4. What about spirituality? Everything we know in spirituality comes back down to the basics, to having faith, to having a sense of connection to something larger than ourselves, to allow ourselves to be amazed and awed by the mystery of the world, of this universe, of our God and our Creator, to be honoring of those very things in which we have faith towards.

None of this is magic.

It’s about looking at your life sometimes and just doing a full scale evaluation on a Sunday once in a while — to look at your life and say:

“All right, okay… Am I emotionally happy? If not, how am I looking at the past, the present and the future? Am I physically healthy? If not, how am I eating? How am I sleeping? How am I working out? Am I doing the basics here?”

If your relationships aren’t happy than the answer is:

"Okay… What is not happening in the relationship? What am I not bringing into this relationship anymore? How am I not sensing and contributing to this relationship anymore? What have I not asked for consistently enough? What is it that they specifically need that might turn it around?"

Spiritually, just feel gratitude.

Aren’t we so blessed to have these moments?

That you get to be here listening to me now, listening to ideas and concepts about improving our lives?

How blessed are we to be at this time in our lives where so fast and so easily, digitally I could be sharing some ideas and thoughts with you?

How blessed are we that we have people who are around us?

How blessed are we that we could give more love to the world just because we choose too?

How blessed are we that we can get up tomorrow, decide who we are going to be and start becoming them?

How blessed are we that we can wake up tomorrow and start designing the life we always wanted to life?

 ..... That's what Brendon said... Brendon Burchard is an American author, public speaker, online trainer on topic of motivation, high performance etc. I like to read about his saying for any topic,.that keep me focus, keep me moved on, keep me always to believe in my self, my values, my strength and our purpose for reaching success in life, reaching happiness in life, in relationship with others and also for the community. I really love being myself after all, cause there is no one like me. Are u agree? Ask your self. Heeeep.

Until we meet for chapter two. Tata :-)

  

My Dina Get Well ye sayang...

Irdina.

Bila suhu sejuk, bila dina balik rumah..kadang2 mesti kena selsema, batuk berkahak.. Ohh sayang mama.. kalau boleh mama nk tgk Dina sihat selalu. But Alhamdulillah, Dina this time x pegi ER sedut oksigen. Once upon a time masa Dina kecik2..mesti pegi Emergency awal2 pagi. Hati mama & abah memang risau. But not to worry sweety.. U are one tough girl! Whatever pun, kita makan ubat ok?. Macam seronok je Dina sedut gas hehehe... 

Dina x semput cuma byk kahak je kan! Erm..

HARI LAHIR KE 34 TAHUN

 Dearest  Ayu, Happy Birthday to You !

19 September 2014 is my 34th birthday. I feel so lucky, so thankful, feeling great & grateful. Syukur kepada Allah kerana masih diberi peluang serta kesempatan bernafas di bumi ini bersama keluarga tercinta dan sahabat!

Present? Dia dah belikan saya handbag dan juga 2 pasang kasut. Itu pun dah cukup dah.. A few days sebelum birthday dah spend time together alone, even though di rumah sendiri dan tetap pergi ke ofis. 2 budak-budak tu dah hantar di rumah tok diorang masa cuti sekolah. 

My selfie picture of 34th years young lady.... 

nothing change, myself and always be mine :-)

Well, as for the event of the family, jumaat after working straight away to The Mines, Izwan belanja Korean food. This was his kali pertama merasa apa itu makan di kedai makan korea. Jom masak-masak :-P di Seoul Garden. 

warm up belum habis lagi mencari bahan2 hehehe

megi campuran seafood bercendawan heeeep

anak dara ni penggemar korean so she's happy me happy

 

The tokey in green shirt sama pulak dgn pinggan heheh

nice shot before hangat-hangatkan makanan ermmm yummy bau tomyam

gimme one sweet smile dina!

ORAIT..TATA FOR NOW...!! 

Birthday Tirah & Dina Gathering @ LExis PD

Holaaa! Action..

What a wonderful weekend masa birthday Tirah & Dina! We are having such a splendid great time together with family..paling meriah sebab mak pun ada sekali...oh including Pikah (my no 6th sister) hohoo.. hemm... keluarga abang, keluarga sebelah sepupu dia, gather along to meramaikan acara ni.. heeeps.. 

Semua dapat berkumpul di Lexis Grand Lexis PD about 4 pm..after having a huge traffic di highway ke Seremban. Dah tak sabar sebenarnya nak check in room masing2. Booking di Agoda is much easier and boleh dapat harga diskaun serendah RM300++ ( mcm promoter plak). Book untuk Premium Tower Seaview and hotel upgrade Water Chalet. Oh wow sekali lagi.. Tirah Dina kami pun hati tambah girang bila masuk je can see the water below through glasses.. huh.. menjerit sekejap Dina sebab takut! 

can see the water kan??

Then.. apa lagi snap la gambar selagi boleh.. acara tu buat malam, so everyone berehat lah sambil menikmati suasana luar. Me of coz la unload segala baju @ stuff dari beg and prepare everything for the gala nite heahehe.. rest pun x lah sampai dapat mandi dalam pool kt bathroom pun!.. pukul 630 dah nak ke Villa cousin Wan,..which is the most happening site to celebrate this event. Actually pergi makan and having chit chat dan bergambar lagi!..x habis2 dengan bergambar je keje nye!

Taraa.. ni dia water chalet 

Mak, pikah & Besday Gegel Tirah, Dina malu skek heh.

Dengan abah nya. Saya? yg pegang camera tuu... :p

Hah! terlupa nak story pasal Buggy..heh, mcm jakun naik buggy ni kot!. Mak tak larat jalan sebab bkn dekat pn bagi dia nk jalan mcm tenaga anak dia ni..boleh lah. So, malam tu memang servis ni aktif utk kami..nak ulang alik gi Villa tu. Wan memang dah tak nampak muka sangat dah sebab most of the time except tidur, mandi je kt room ni. His family is in the Villa, so I know. He belongs to them. Peace Yo Yo..

While menunggu Buggy tu.. jom la layan muka2 yang sama dlm gambar ni heh!! 

mak suke beno dgn pokok :) 

seksi kan mak saya ni? heeps

beg saya kaler oren nya.

tau x sama heeheh..

jemput la masuk yer hehehe

Now, beralih pada scene malam pulak, kan tadi cerita pkl 630 gather for tea time... x lah ber tea time pun,, makan jugak nasi & pulut2 dll sebab lapar,.. malam pkul 9 baru mula acara potong kek.. gambar lagi ke?... ye la kan! Let see the beautiful emotion memories down here..bebeh.. heeepp heeps :P

with Ibu Syakil 

Cheezee..happy nya..

kek for besday girl..

Dina merasmikan kek nya

Cucu Neni..

Eh apa plak dgn Dina & Tok Chaq ni..?

Haiii anak mama..what are u staring at?

My lovely daugther Tirah

Kekk nyammm

Sweet!

Kek-Kek yang sedia utk di makan

Tirah Dina dan Tok 

Hye All...comel tak saya

Meh kakak tlg adik pegang ye.. 

Hmmm..itu lah saja yg dpt saya ceritakan kat sini... percutian yg singkat dengan aktiviti yang meriah hanya boleh didapati dari keluarga sendiri ngeeee.. Tirah pon muka tambah girang sebab dapat legakan fikiran sblm UPSR.. rasa macam nak repeat balik dengan surprises yang mungkin lagi menarik kot!.. What ever pun.. kena balik sebab bayar untuk sehari je yer... ok lah yer... tata!